Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Conversation with Brother Luke, 6/25/08

Note: the transcript's finally ready, though I might still tweak it once it's up. I need to add quite a few links, do a bit of fact checking, and make a few minor changes. Please be advised that, even though this transcript has already been "streamlined" a bit with the removal of many "uh"s and other quirks, you'll see that the language remains unpolished. In a sense, the trancript is still close to its "raw" state. When I eventually write the book of my adventures, I have a feeling that the prose in this exchange is going to get heavily worked over.

Background: Toward the end of June, I found myself in Lacey, Washington, not far from Olympia (walking distance, in fact). I stayed four nights at Saint Martin's University Abbey Guest House, with the kind help of Father Paul, the Guestmaster, and Brother Luke, who, as it turned out, was half-Korean like me. Father Paul had recommended that I sit down with Brother Luke, and the conversation we had was, in my opinion, quite fruitful. The transcript doesn't really clue you in as to how much we were actually laughing, but if you were to listen to the recording, you'd learn right away that our dialogue was marked by a certain levity.

Your comments on this and other exchanges (see the sidebar for the others; more to come!) are always welcome. One thing I hope you note right away is that monks are human, too, and can look with wry amusement upon some of the doctrines they are called to proclaim. Luke and I have, I think, many basic disagreements (mostly articulated from my end; Luke was too polite to be adversarial), but it turns out we get along famously, perhaps because we see scriptures and strictures as (if I may steal the Zen image) fingers pointing toward the moon.

Transcript begins below the line.






TRANSCRIPT OF CONVERSATION WITH BROTHER LUKE
ST. MARTIN’S UNIVERSITY
LACEY, WASHINGTON
June 25, 2008

Pic of me and Br. Luke: here


[The recording begins in medias res.]

LUKE: ...evangelicals, you know, that comes from the Greek evangelion, “to go forth,” and so the evangelicals were really… I guess it’s ironic that they would see themselves as so missionary, but at the same time, they themselves emphasize that personal experience, that direct experience with God, so that they would have less emphasis on the Church hierarchy and the whole idea of organized religion, that people can—

KEVIN: A more direct line.

LUKE: Exactly, yeah, you can have that direct encounter with God, but at the same time, they’re going out to promote that direct encounter, too. So that’s interesting, what you said about Martin, too, is that no one really brought Christianity to him; it was just that mystical experience.

KEVIN: That’s interesting. Now that we’re recording, I guess we need to recap the [Saint] Martin story, just for my own benefit if nothing else, there. So, Martin was a Roman soldier in the fourth century?

LUKE: Yup. That’s it. Late fourth century.

KEVIN: …and in the image we just saw over at Old Main, he’s dressed in his Roman soldier garb, and it’s the depiction of his encounter with a beggar, for whom he cut off part of his cloak…

LUKE: Yes.

KEVIN: And later, this beggar returns to him in a dream, I guess, or a vision—which would it be? Was he asleep, or was—?

LUKE: I think it’s typically presented as a dream. Yeah.

KEVIN: OK, so this was a dream, and now the beggar is revealed as Jesus in the dream, and he thanks Martin for having clothed him.

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: And I imagine this is reflective of what Jesus had said in the scriptures, there, about “When I was hungry, you fed me; when I was naked, you clothed me,” and so on. “If you’ve done this for the least of my brothers, you’ve done it for me.”

LUKE: That’s it.

KEVIN: But in this particular case, I guess the beggar is Jesus.

LUKE: Yeah, I think—exactly. You could say, at least metaphorically, that Martin was able to see Christ in the beggar.

KEVIN: OK.

LUKE: And so I would say, kinda like Paul… well, I guess with Paul, you get into the question of whether he encountered—

KEVIN: It wasn’t visual, though, right? It was more a voice in Paul’s case, wasn’t it? “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?”

LUKE: And there’s a couple different accounts in Paul [1 Cor 9:1, 15:8] as well, of that, and one of them seems more literal, like actually he met Jesus. But anyway, I think ultimately, whether it was literal or not, the vision itself, being a vision, implies a variety of interpretations to begin with. And then the key thing is, basically, the result of his conversion.

KEVIN: But still, this is a relatively unmediated encounter, then, right? This is not, you know, somebody brought Christianity to him—“Read these scriptures!” It was more—

LUKE: Right, right!

KEVIN: —a thank-you, a direct thank-you from the divine.

LUKE: Exactly. Yeah.

KEVIN: I’m also—I don’t know why—I’m thinking a little of Saint Francis. He had an encounter with a leper, didn’t he?

LUKE: Um, let’s see…

KEVIN: And then, you know, everyone was shunning the leper, and this was somewhat of a parallel to the Samaritan experience, you know—the leper, in this case, is a bit like the person who’s been beaten up on the road. And Francis is the one who goes out and embraces the leper, and then the leper disappears, and that’s an encounter with the divine—maybe Jesus or God. I may be getting my stories mixed up; I’m not sure.

LUKE: No, I think I remember something similar to that with Francis as well.

KEVIN: So I didn’t realize that St. Martin was from that long ago, the fourth century.

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: So the Church is really still kind of in development—

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: They’ve already gone through some major doctrinal discussion—

LUKE: Sure.

KEVIN: But they’re still at the very beginning. It’s still kind of a proto-Church, I guess.

LUKE: Yeah. At that point, it has achieved a toleration in the Roman Empire by then; in 381, it becomes the official religion as well, so I think at that time, it’s right close to that time that Martin comes about. And he, in that sense, predates Benedict. A lot of Benedictine monasteries are named after Benedictines. Martin’s not a Benedictine because he came before. But you could also have monasteries named after precursors to Benedict. I think people would say, to some extent—and I guess…I don’t know how many monasteries are really named after Martin. It’s not really one of the more common names for monasteries. But to some extent, he’s a precursor to Benedict: he wanted to live as a hermit; ultimately, he was named bishop, but he was kind of a reluctant bishop. He wanted to live a life of seclusion and prayer. That story is basically that he wanted to live a life of seclusion and prayer, and this local—I think it was Tours, which is now in France—the people there thought that he would make a great bishop for ‘em, and he knew that they were gonna want him to do that, so he went into hiding.

KEVIN: Oh, really!

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: He wanted to stay as a hermit.

LUKE: Yeah, exactly. But then—here’s another story with a bird, and I think this one was the goose that led the people to where Martin was hiding.

[NB: Brother Luke’s “another story with a bird,” implies a previous bird story. This is the story of the raven that swooped down and saved Benedict from eating poisoned bread.]

KEVIN: Really!

LUKE: And, so, I don’t know how the connection is with that, but—

KEVIN: So this is the divine gently persuading Martin out of his seclusion—

LUKE: Yeah. And so, it’s common on the feast day of St. Martin for monasteries to—or for the feast of St. Martin, whether it’s a monastery or otherwise—to eat goose.

KEVIN: Oh, really! [laughs]

LUKE: [laughs] So…

KEVIN: Give thanks to that goose!

LUKE: Thanks to you! We’ll eat ya’, now! So yeah, that’s a little bit about Martin. But you can also see later the times that we was living in, because he also became very zealous, and kinda’ started to represent the, uh [chuckles] less ecumenical side of Christianity, because at that time, after Christianity became the official religion, it was a lot more…sort of a sanction, and [there were] no real repercussions if Christians wanted to persecute synagogues, or—

KEVIN: Because they were in power, now.

LUKE: Yeah, they were in power, and there was some theological speculation that it [i.e., persecution] was for the good of the Jews or the pagans at the time. If we burn their temples down because they’re in error and heresy…you know, it’s better for us to slam ‘em with the truth of Christianity.

[At this point, we’re both laughing, perhaps somewhat embarrassed at our religion’s history. ]

KEVIN: Slam ‘em with the truth!

LUKE: So Martin does embody some of that. That kinda gives you a balance: that in the one sense, you can say that he kinda’ had the direct experience of God, and so he is a symbol of that kind of conversion, but at the same time, he didn’t really reciprocate that kind of gentle openness to [chuckles] direct experience of God for others in his own missionary approach.

KEVIN: Well, you know, I think one of the fun things about scripture and spirituality and so on is the contradictions that you find. I think contradictions have to be embraced, and you know, you have students who will probably ask you, “Why is it there’s so much sweetness and gentleness in the themes that you find in Jesus’ preaching, but then you flip back to the Old Testament and it’s all ‘Slaughter them!’ and so on? Why is it like that?” And there’re some people who, I think, in their Christianity, tend to just kind of paper over that aspect of it and say, “Let’s just not deal with it.” Or they give a pat answer, like, “Well, Jesus showed us a new way, and that’s it.” But even Jesus said some things that sound—

LUKE: Oh, yes.

KEVIN: —you know, “I’ve come not to bring peace, but the sword”—Jesus said that, and he also says, you know, “If your right eye offends you, pluck it out.” This is violent, bloody imagery.

LUKE: Yeah, yeah, that’s harsh stuff.

KEVIN: So, so what do you do with these passages? Do you just kind of ignore them? I don’t think that’s the answer. I think we have to wrestle with them, and I guess each person’s gonna have to do their own internal search or whatever, and come up with their own answer. I don’t think you can impose an answer from above. It’s kinda gotta grow out from within you. Those are tough questions. But since we’re on that topic now, of the interreligious—we had that thing that was on the blog where I put up the photo of the tree-chopping [event], and Alan [wrote] that comment: “Well, that’s not a very auspicious image for interreligious dialogue.”

LUKE: Yeah, that’s right…

KEVIN: He was—he was pokin’ fun. I mean, that’s his sense of humor. But now that we’re on that topic, how is that gonna work? The Church’s orientation—I remember doing some reading on Vatican II and Nostra Aetate… I think—correct me if I’m wrong—the idea is that, at least with the major traditions, the Church, Mother Church, recognizes a special affinity with Judaism; and then with other forms of Christianity, and Islam, and Hinduism, and so on down the line, with the major traditions, these are to be considered something like “ways of salvation,” which is to say, to the extent that they manifest christic virtues, those people can continue practicing as they practice. Am I reading this correctly from the Nostra Aetate?

LUKE: I don’t know—‘cause Nostra Aetate, for one thing, is one of, if not the shortest of the Vatican II documents—

KEVIN: Right, right.

LUKE: So in that sense, I think it’s just kind of a beginning point, that it’s not really gonna go—and I think that, intentionally, they did make it pretty vague, and I think what they did say was probably a radical shift from anything that had been said in anything official by the Church before.

KEVIN: Yeah, and you had extra ecclesiam, nulla salus before: “No salvation outside the Church.”

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: Whereas now, it sounds almost like there’s a very basic reorientation toward a more inclusivistic stance.

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: Which I approve of. I think that’s actually really good. ‘Cause you don’t find many big institutions that can make that kind of fundamental shift.

LUKE: And that’s the thing: I don’t know whether Nostra Aetate would really go into those kinds of details—about whether they [i.e., non-Christians] could practice, achieve salvation through those religions. That kinda reminds me, actually, of Charlie Jones’s book, The View from Mars Hill. That’s maybe one of the best summaries of those different positions, like exclusive, inclusive, and pluralistic, and then the one other one, the newer one, that’s—

KEVIN: Parallelism, I think?

LUKE: Yeah, that might be it. But then, within inclusivism, there is the distinction between “they can achieve salvation in spite of their own religion” or “achieve [salvation] through their own religion.” So, basically, “in spite of” is like, “Well, your religion’s kind of working against you, but your own natural human goodness could potentially [save you],” so that kinda makes it sound like, “Well, ultimately, it’d be better if you converted.” And then the one that’s basically “you can achieve salvation through your religion” is like, “Yeah, basically, your religion is just as good as Catholicism or anything else.”

KEVIN: But it’s still moving toward a Christian salvation, I assume. Otherwise, it’s pluralism: if we say “Nirvana is nirvana and not heaven,” then that would be pluralism at that point.

LUKE: Yeah. That’s it. So both of those, I guess, would probably be looking towards Christian heaven as opposed to the other [types of salvation]. But yeah, Nostra Aetate doesn’t get into those kinds of details.

KEVIN: That’s right, yeah. It struck me, though, that it was a very conciliatory document, especially if you contrast it with—what was that—in 2000—the Dominus Iesus, that caused some problems with the non-Catholic sectors. I think there was a Jewish contingent that was about to engage in dialogue with JP2, and walked away, and there were other people who looked at that document and said, “No, no—this is a step backward.” And I think the CDF response was, “Well, this document was not really intended as part of the dialogue; it was more focused on Catholics and Catholic belief.” And there, I’ll be frank with you: at that point, I was, uh, actually a little bit unhappy because that response struck me as slightly disingenuous: because it’s a public document. It’s going on the Vatican website, anybody can read it…in a media world like we have today, a media-saturated world, it’s very difficult to say, “This document is focused only [on] this particular group.” It’s gonna get out, other people are gonna hear it, and it becomes part of the larger dialogue, like it or not.

LUKE: No, I think that’s true. It seems like, really, interreligious dialogue is, you know, you [produce] something like Dominus Iesus and it’s, “OK, this is for Catholics to read.” And so, then, you get the majority of Catholics, 99% of the Catholic world basically being, like, taking a source that is not really open to any kind of wiggle room or dialogue, or openness to speculation, and then you might have some people on the fringes that would say, “OK, because we’re academics, or because we’re somehow engaged in dialogue already, we’re at a point where we can take these documents with a grain of salt, so now, we’re just like the few on the fringes that can say, ‘It’s nice that they said that, but we’re still gonna engage in dialogue on our own.’”—and then get a little bit more marginalized by the rest of the Church, because now, the rest of the Church has another document like Dominus Iesus, which is basically: “OK, now that we have to be in tension with this document that the rest of the Church is following, that kind of puts us in more of a position [where] we’re kinda more stuck between trying to engage in dialogue and at the same time—”

KEVIN: Adhering to this new pronouncement.

LUKE: Yeah. Then you meet Average Joe Catholic, [who] holds you up to the standard of, “OK, how do you react to Dominus Iesus?” So you’re kind of caught in the middle—

KEVIN: I’m sorry to stop you there, but Average Joe Catholic—how aware is the Average Joe Catholic of documents like this? Because, I mean obviously, in academe, I was studying at Catholic University, so obviously, this is at the forefront when things like that [i.e., documents like Dominus Iesus] come out, but your typical small-town Catholic—what do they know about these things?

LUKE: I think Dominus Iesus is basically a reassertion of positions that the Church has held. So I think it kinda ground that in a little bit further, a little bit deeper.

[both chuckle]

KEVIN: Interesting choice of words, there: ground it in!

LUKE: Whereas, you know, kind of the opening of a dialogue—shoot, when you consider the two thousand-year history of the Church, and then, say, Nostra Aetate, and then you shift probably only about thirty years by the time Dominus Iesus came out, and then it’s like, “OK, we’ve done this for thirty years, and it looks like it’s getting too crazy now, so reassert the centrality of Christ,” and not to argue against that, obviously, but it’s kind of like that reminder that pulled dialogue back…I guess, to some extent, maybe that’s what needs to happen, to just dialogue—after Nostra Aetate, there might have been a lot of optimism, like, “Oh, now we’re all gonna get along really quickly,” but then it’s kind of like, “Well, actually—”

KEVIN: “Actually, we do believe certain things!” I think that’s also—now, the flip side: I can be more conciliatory. I’ve expressed my discomfort with how the Vatican handled the Dominus Iesus flap, but I think the flip side of that is: if you have a specific position, what can you do but be honest about it? You have to express—I mean, if you’re an exclusivistic Christian who says, “I’m sorry, but if you don’t take Jesus Christ as your lord and savior, you’re going to hell,” you can’t lie about that.

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: I personally might not believe [that], but I think dialogue has to proceed honestly, and that’s gonna be part of it. So if the Catholic Church has certain positions that it cannot budge on, then they have no choice but to proclaim that.

LUKE: I guess part of it would be…let’s see…I’m trying to think of one…yeah, I guess this was at, like, Folklife Festival up in Seattle. I went up there one year, and it was interesting because they had some kind of Orthodox priest and a Muslim, maybe an imam or something, and this Muslim was really, really ecumenical. He kind of had an exuberant, joyful, welcoming personality as well. He basically said, “I welcome all of you as sons and daughters of Abraham” –or actually Adam: all of us descend from Adam, and so all of us are brothers and sisters; we all are part of one family. And then the Orthodox guy came in and said…his personality was just more like, “Cut the crap. The essential thing to remember is that we still disagree on this and this and this. We still believe that Christ is the Savior, and you don’t believe that,” so that’s it. My reaction, ultimately, was…I started to think basically of emphasis: when you’re in conversation with some people, you don’t have to always bring up certain things.

KEVIN: That’s part of diplomacy, too, right?

LUKE: Yeah, that’s it! You could say, “I know that you and I disagree about whether Jesus is the exclusive savior for all humanity, but every time I come back to you, I don’t necessarily have to say ‘Let’s talk about that.’”

KEVIN: Yeah, right. Once is enough!

LUKE: Yeah, that’s basically—

KEVIN: Establish the boundaries…

LUKE: Exactly. Yeah. It’s like, “All right—we come to talk, and why don’t we talk about Jesus being the sole savior, and then next time, let’s talk about this again and again and again.” Whereas you can say, “OK, we disagree on that; why don’t we talk about something else?” So in that sense, you can potentially have dialogue and not compromise.

KEVIN: Right. So it’s just a matter of figuring out what you can talk about after having established what you can’t really make any progress on.

LUKE: That’s it. And I think that interreligious dialogue, most of the people that are involved in it—I think even the Dalai Lama said that, basically, it’s about establishing relationships and friendships more than resolving things. So in that sense, I think you can say the goal-orientated dialogue is like, “All right—how soon are we gonna resolve these differences? Are we gonna do it in five years or ten years or fifty years or a hundred years or a thousand years?” And the relationship form of dialogue is like, “Hey, we don’t believe the same thing, but we can meditate together, or—”

KEVIN: “—or on some practical level, we can do something, or let’s do a [service?] for the homeless, or some ethical-practical kind of stuff.” That’s always gonna be in tension, I think, because on the one hand, that’s absolutely right: there are areas where you can’t agree, probably won’t make any progress on, and that’s basically it. At the same time, when people have a particular religious vision, they’re talking about the truth—and, you know, I’ve been reading [some] philosophy blogs, and a lot of those people talk about “There’s no such thing as ‘true for me and not true for you.’” I mean, if two plus two [equals four] is true, it’s true for everybody, everywhere. If such-and-such event happened, then you can’t wish it away and say it didn’t happen. You can interpret the event, but the event itself, as a brute fact, actually happened. So when people make a truth claim of some kind, like whether or not the nature of God is triune, that claim is not going to apply just to my community. If I’m a Christian who’s a strong Trinitarian, I’m gonna say, “Well, that’s true for you, too! Even though you’re not a Christian, it doesn’t matter, because that’s the brute fact.” So there is always gonna be that tension in dialogue, I think—on the one hand, you kinda have to let it go, but on the other hand, if it’s the truth, and if your religion says you have an obligation to tell that truth, then what’re ya’ gonna do? I don’t know how that sits in modern American society, because you’ll get people who say, you know, “You do your thing, I’ll do my thing, and let’s just not bother each other.” But when you have, like, a missionary aspect to your religion, some kind of evangelical aspect to it—

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: —and even Buddhists! Dr. Jones notes in his book, there, that the three great missionary religions are Christianity, Islam, and Buddhism. Even Buddhism has a mission. It goes out there; they’ll establish themselves, they’ll attract people, and so on. They’ll preach a particular dharma.

LUKE: Yeah, that’s it. That’s a tough question. I think, even within Christianity—right now, I’ve been doing more reading just in Christian ecumenism than interreligious—it’s the question of fear of compromise, that different parts of the Christian world fear the ecumenical movement out of the risk of potentially compromising what they see as basically preserving the purity of the truth. So yeah, that’s it. I guess my take—I kind of basically think of Saint Paul and “we see through the glass darkly.” I would speculate it’s hard to say that any of the churches has really captured the fullness of the truth. [chuckles]

KEVIN: You sure you want this on record?

LUKE: Yeah, that’s kinda—[laughs] That’s kinda tough.

KEVIN: If there’s anything you want to be off the record, just tell me.

LUKE: I would just say…I’d qualify that statement with “speculate.” That I speculate that none of the churches embodies—

KEVIN: This sounds vaguely pluralistic. I mean, you sound like you’re where I am, except I can say it fairly openly, ‘cause I’m not wearing a robe.

LUKE: Right. Now, the thing is, you know, pluralism can get to the point where, oh, being a Christian, being a Satanist, you know, hey.

[both laugh]

KEVIN: Makes no difference! Eh, it’s just a life choice! Doesn’t matter!

LUKE: Exactly. Also, I would also make the qualification that it does seem like there is a truth out there, and that while I would hesitate to say that any church can embody the full completeness of it, that I would also say that definitely churches have [a] more complete grasp—some churches more than others, and some religions more than others. So I would definitely say that there’s a hierarchy of greater parts of truth, but I would just say that it wouldn’t really end with any church on earth having—and I would say the actual truth just goes beyond. And in that sense, yeah, some of these churches are better embodiments of the truth than others, and there are some theologies that get so different [that] they really can’t be reconciled. You really can’t reconcile, like, Catholic or mainstream Protestant theology with Mormonism in any way that I can see.

KEVIN: Right, right. Yeah, the cosmology is wildly different

LUKE: Yeah, it’s so different that you’d have to say...and in that sense, I would just say, for one, being a Catholic, in my perspective, the Catholic Church has a greater “this is truth,” more completely than in that religion, because the two truths are very irreconcilable. I wonder if, to some extent, some evangelicals that I was reading about have, potentially, a greater grasp of some truths than the Catholic Church, in the sense that part of Catholicism seems like there is a lot of additional—kind of like, the miraculous, and—

KEVIN: Well, there’s a lot of that in evangelicalism, too!

LUKE: Yeah, there is.

KEVIN: Oh, there’s plenty of miracles there! I’m a scientific skeptic myself, so I kinda stay away from all that, but it’s interesting to talk about.

LUKE: At least in their theology, some of the evangelicals have gone more “stripped down,” like “These are the fundamentals that you need to believe in.” And in that sense, the Catholic Church could add some additional things: Marian doctrines, that you might say, “Well, I dunno, did we really get it right on that?” Not saying that we didn’t, but questioning, again, how much… And I guess that opens us up to the possibility of learning from others, and I think the Catholic Church has actually learned from Protestantism over history, like Luther’s critiques of the Catholic Church, and at some point I should get more into the details of that. But it seems like the Catholic Church has probably gotten a lot more of a Protestant influence here in the US than it did in Europe, because the Catholic Church developed as a minority in relation to the mainstream of Protestants. So we had more of a humble place in the whole culture. Instead of being dominant, we were the minority, and so in that sense, we probably adopted more of the culture and some of the practices as well.

KEVIN: I think there’s been some Catholic-Protestant cross-pollination for sure. We talk about this sometimes in the Protestant churches in terms of the move toward “high church,” where you have more pastors who come to the pulpit wearing a robe, now, like a full, resplendent robe. And you have a return to choirs that sing songs that would have been—that come from the early stages of the church’s existence. A lot of that seems to be happening, especially in mainstream Christianity. I’m Presbyterian, and PCUSA—I think we see evidence of that [i.e., the move toward “high church”] there. A lot more robing happening, a lot more of the older songs and so on. Along with—I mean, if you look at our hymnal, we have a lot of new stuff, too, including songs from other cultures than Western, and occasionally we’ll sing those as well. Father Komonchak over at Catholic U. was talking about some of this cross-pollination, and one of the more interesting aspects was the charismatic movement inside the Catholic Church. He said he went to a session where there were nuns speaking in tongues and so on, and that was something to behold! [laughs]

LUKE: Yeah! Interesting!

KEVIN: Sociologically speaking, that’s gonna happen.

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: When you get big enough organizations in constant contact with each other, and people who, within those organizations, can float across boundaries, there’s bound to be a lot of this exchange of memes back and forth. And you see that in other religions, too: Buddhism moved into China and took on a lot of the local deities, so you have a deity like Kuan-yin, who starts off as a goddess, and then becomes this bodhisattva of compassion, Avalokiteshvara, [who] in Japan becomes Kannon and in Korea becomes Kwan-eum or Kwan-sae-eum. No longer quite so feminine anymore—could be masculine, we’re not really sure. Might be genderless…the bodhisattva who “hears the cries of the world.” And, you know, shamanism is a local thing to Japan and Korea, and a lot of Buddhism took on a lot of the shamanistic aspects there, and so even today, people with magical thinking, they go to the temple when it’s time for their children to take the college entrance exam, and they’re there, fervently praying for success for their children!

LUKE: I hope to actually…that’s something that, if I get a chance to go on for further studies, I hope to focus in on the study of religion in Asia, the interaction of the indigenous religions and Christianity, and hopefully focus in on Korea. It is [probably] the most interesting—because of the sheer numbers and influence of Christianity in Korea—

KEVIN: Yeah, much more than in Japan or China, for sure. I think, among believers, it’s roughly 50-50 between the Christians and the Buddhists. It’s like 49% [to] 47%, neck and neck, kind of, and I think Christianity is largely on the upswing over there, for good and bad reasons. I think some good reasons might be just the spreading of the gospel, perhaps, but you’ve also got the people who convert just because they want the business contacts—they’re looking for a social circle that gives them connections…that’s kinda too bad. Meanwhile, Buddhism…it had its heyday in Korea for centuries, going back to the Shilla Dynasty and a little bit before, all the way through the Koryo Dynasty. And then, finally, neo-Confucianism comes in and kicks it upstairs, basically, to the mountains. So now, Buddhism is still widespread; there are thousands of temples in Korea alone, but sometimes you kinda have to make a trek to reach some of those temples. Whereas everybody remarks about Seoul—have you been to Seoul?

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: So you know, then: at nighttime, you look across the cityscape and you see the red crosses, the neon crosses? That’s one thing a lot of tourists remark on. “My God! Christianity’s everywhere here!”

LUKE: Yeah, that’s right.

KEVIN: So, what’s another Asian nation…[the] Philippines, I guess, where Christianity really took—especially Catholicism, took root—

LUKE: Right, because of the Spanish influence there. I think Korea’s probably also most interesting because of the way it [became] kind of self-evangelized—that it was really neo-Confucian scholars that went to China, and brought some books back, and started to get interested in it, and wanted to spread it more. And then, the dynamic throughout the twentieth century of, basically, embracing Christianity as a progressive social force for change and everything.

KEVIN: Pushing against the Japanese occupation, keeping Koreans literate…yeah, a lot of that was all tied together, and helped make Christianity as strong as it is, I think. Historical reasons.

LUKE: And also, really, for me, I went in with the attitude of wanting to engage and learn more. I was able to take a couple classes in Buddhism at the Harvard Divinity School this last year, because the school that I went to, the Weston Jesuit School of Theology, is part of the Boston Theological Institute, so basically, you can cross-register at different schools in Boston, like six or seven different schools, so I was able to take a couple classes on Buddhism at Harvard—with the idea of getting some sort of a background for interreligious dialogue, because the Benedictines have really been part of that interreligious dialogue with Buddhism.

KEVIN: Oh, really? Tell me more about that. I didn’t know that.

LUKE: Yeah, you should check out the website, Monastic Interreligious Dialogue, because the Benedictines are really the monastic order of the Catholic Church—Saint Benedict—‘cause we date back, really, to…I mean, when you go back to the toleration of Christianity in the Roman Empire, at that point, because before that was the period of martyrdom, where, if you became Christian, you were gonna get persecuted. And then [in] 311 [or] 313, [there’s] the toleration, and then you had the more hardcore Christians going out to the desert. Saint Anthony of Egypt is kind of like a real precursor. Athanasius wrote The Life of Saint Anthony, which is held up as a prototype of going out into the desert and the new form of a Christian, seeking that kind of spirituality, and battling with demons in the desert. And so Benedict came in and institutionalized a lot of the Desert Fathers into communal monasticism. So, we basically became—and then Charlemagne declared [the Rule of Saint Benedict] the Rule for monasteries for the Holy Roman Empire. So that really solidified the Rule of Saint Benedict being the core monastic religious order. And then later, religious orders like the Franciscans and Dominicans kind of reacted against the Benedictines and the monastic life because we were detached from the rest of the world, and we had in some ways become really aloof, and so those religious orders came out. So even, like, the [?] Cistercians, they follow the Rule of Saint Benedict because they were reforms of Benedictine monasticism. So the end result is that we’re really the primary monastic order of the Catholic Church, as opposed to apostolic orders, and so, as you know as well, Buddhism has that strong monastic element in it, so we’ve been the ones to engage with it. And it dates back to, like, Bede Griffiths, who was a British Benedictine who went to live in India, and really did a lot of enculturation there, with the Hindu practices there, and that was, like, early twentieth century, so it was pretty early—

KEVIN: Yeah, Bede Griffiths, I don’t think I’ve read anything by him, but that’s a name that I’ve heard a lot—

LUKE: Bede Griffiths, and then later, Abhishiktananda— Henri de la Salle [NB: Henri le Saux] was his French name, I think; and then, of course, Thomas Merton. He was the one that really opened things up in the sheer volume of books that he wrote.

KEVIN: He was the one that was involved with the Gethsemani dialogues in Kentucky?

LUKE: Yeah, well, he was a monk of Gethsemani Abbey, and he died in 1968, pretty early, and not that long after the Second Vatican Council. You heard about the way he died?

KEVIN: Yeah. Electrocution.

LUKE: Accidental death, yeah, when he was at one of the first conferences for interreligious dialogue between monastic orders. So, the Gethsemani Encounters—I think the first one happened in, maybe, ’93 or ’94; it was kind of based on the centennial of the World Parliament of Churches [Parliament of the World's Religions]. Yeah, so they held it at Gethsemani Abbey because that was Thomas Merton’s abbey. So that’s really why that happened, kind to commemorate him and his memory. So actually, this organization really developed from those early encounters, one of the earliest ones of which Thomas Merton went to and died afterwards. The Organization of Monastic Interreligious Dialogue developed at that point, and they published a regular bulletin and continue to do that kind of work with the Benedictines and Buddhists.

KEVIN: That’s great!

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: I know the Buddhists in Korea [i.e., monks], they’ve told me that they actually like talking to the priests and monks who come from outside the Buddhist tradition. They have a lot of trouble with the Protestants who come—they just wanna debate! That can be a problem sometimes. Dr. Jones used to talk a bit about what he called “boundary issues,” and I think that would come up a lot in terms of—in Korea, where you have two religions that are, demographically, almost equal, you get a lot of boundary issues, a lot of self-definition: “Who are we, really?” I think a lot of Americans have a stereotype about Buddhism as a very, very relaxed and easygoing kind of religion, but in Korea, you have soap operas where the Buddhist family has a daughter, and she’s in love with the Christian guy across the street, and the Buddhist parents are saying, “You can’t see him anymore!”—things like that. Boundary issues, they appear in lots of different places.

LUKE: Interesting, because in America, really, Buddhism took hold with the Beat generation, Jack Kerouac—

KEVIN: [mockingly] It’s all good. Do what you want. Yeah, that great misinterpretation of Zen. Zen is about acting according to your original nature, following your situation, [and] people took that to mean “Just be free, do whatever you want.”

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: They failed to see that Zen was still heavily monastic, heavily disciplined in how it was practiced. So I’m gonna have to get hold of that website, then: Monastic Interreligious Dialogue is the name of it?

LUKE: Right. That’s it.

KEVIN: Do you know, uh, David Steindl-Rast?

LUKE: I know of him, yeah.

KEVIN: Hear of a book called The Ground We Share? This was basically—sort of like [what we’re doing]—it’s a recorded conversation between him and—he’s a Benedictine—

LUKE: Right. Yup. He is.

KEVIN: —and his dialogue partner was Robert Aitken roshi, who was the founder of the Diamond Sangha…I think out on the west coast or on Hawaii, I’m not sure. One of those two. They talked a lot about practice, the issue of practice, and they got into some issues of metaphysics and spirituality, but a lot of it was very practically focused. Uh, is that usually how it works in monastic interreligious dialogue? Is it practice-centered, or do you occasionally debate this whole question of, like, “Is the fundamental nature of reality emptiness, or is it love, or…?”

LUKE: Yeah, I think it probably has focused more on practice, and commonalities of spiritual practice or the spiritual life, so, concepts like that. So, yeah: suffering, emptiness…one of the more recent ones was on celibacy…

KEVIN: Mm-hm.

LUKE: I think, probably, more along those lines than having to do with, like, worldview, cosmology, theology, things like that.

KEVIN: Is this a case of emphasis, where people have decided—considered it “asked and answered”?

LUKE: I think it probably is. And actually, part of it may have been on the part of the people involved in the dialogue themselves wanting to say, “This is a good way to build good relationships by talking about commonalities rather than differences, and that’s kind of a friendly thing to do.” But also, I think [it’s] even partly from the Church’s hierarchy, [which is] saying, “Don’t really mess with the doctrinal issues, ‘cause that’s kinda risky when you start talking about that and start publishing speculative things, but if you can start building relationships first—”

KEVIN: Yeah, Jacques Dupuis got in trouble for some of that. He was the Hinduism expert.

LUKE: Right. There [were] a few of ‘em. Him, Peter Phan—

KEVIN: Peter Phan! At Catholic U?

LUKE: Yeah!

KEVIN: No! He got in trouble?

LUKE: Yeah!

KEVIN: Well, this should be on the record!

LUKE: Well, it’s on the Internet.

KEVIN: Is it really? Got in trouble for what?

LUKE: Now, that’s the details of…

KEVIN: He’s a Vietnamese Catholic.

LUKE: That’s right, yeah.

KEVIN: I never had him for any courses. Too bad: he has a wonderful personality. I saw him present a paper.

LUKE: Yeah, and that came out just last year at some point, and I don’t know if the articles really got into details of his theology as much as, OK, what exactly is the nature of this censorship—it was not a complete prohibition against writing, or… like now, the Vatican is, instead of saying, “We ban his writings,” or prohibit—you know, “He can’t teach at a Catholic institution anymore,” instead of doin’ all that, they’ll just say, “His writings have elements that are dangerous.” So they’ll just kinda do that kind of thing. So that’s really probably what the article had more to do with: what does that mean for him? What kind of status is this kind of statement? But yeah, you can find that news story online as well.

KEVIN: Hm. All right, I’ll look for that one!

LUKE: I’d go even to Wikipedia, [type] “Peter Phan,” and then there’s a couple links at the bottom of the news stories that came—yeah.

KEVIN: OK, so, as a Protestant who doesn’t really know a lot [about] how the Catholic internal affairs works, [I’m posing this question] somewhat in ignorance, but also a little bit in frustration, I guess: why would you silence anybody or restrict them from saying whatever it is they want to say? I mean, I can understand if you decide to eject them from the community. I can actually understand that. But why curtail—I’m not accusing you personally—why curtail their ability to publish whatever speculation they want, or some strongly held opinion…what’s that all about? Is the Church really that threatened by, you know, one person’s opinion?

LUKE: I think it just kinda goes back to the whole tradition of the Church basically being, you know, kinda like battles against heresies as perceived by the Church.

KEVIN: So there’s a strong historical reason…

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: OK.

LUKE: Like the Councils of Nicaea and Constantinople, Chalcedon, all these different councils basically were like, “OK, we’re gonna talk about this, these different issues.” I mean, now, we look at these councils and say, “OK, these guys had the right doctrine, and these guys had the wrong doctrine, and they just battled it out. And then these guys emerge victorious, and these were the losers, and then they became branded as heretics and these were the ones that were called saints and Doctors of the Church and things like that.” I don’t know. I mean, to me, it seems like they’re probably all coming in with the idea that we believe that we teach the truth…and again, it’s kind of like that “glass darkly.” You have that, and you have Church politics coming in to some extent, the influencing of Catholic doctrine and things like that. Ultimately, you have that whole history, and I think there’s still that element of saying, “We have to define what is right and what’s wrong.” So in that sense, partly because the Catholic Church has become such a, at least structurally, unified entity, that it kinda wants to say, “This is what we believe.” So yeah, there is that, and I guess that’s probably it.

KEVIN: So it’s kind of a historical momentum that led to certain types of thought and behavior within the Church as to how to preserve the coherence, the overall integrity. In fact, isn’t that what Dr. Jones [talked about]? He has that spectrum, right, [of] openness and integrity? I guess this would be more like the slide toward integrity, then, since we’re keeping everybody together, not letting the community sort of shatter.

LUKE: Exactly, exactly. And I think that’s probably like the other guy that got censored, more having to do with liberation theology, is John Sobrino down in El Salvador. He’s a Jesuit from El Salvador; he’s from the Basque part of Spain, but he’s lived and taught in El Salvador for most of his career. And one of the Jesuits that I knew said that—because it came out from the Vatican that his writings were deemed potentially having, containing error, and dangerous, and then this Jesuit that I know, who knew John Sobrino, said, “John Sobrino, he’s not losing any sleep over it. Everyone else is like, ‘Oh, my goodness! John Sobrino got censored from the Vatican! What’s he gonna do? This is terrible!’” But from what I could tell, John Sobrino—it’s almost like, OK, this is what you have to do.

Thomas Aquinas—his writings were condemned as well by the Catholic Church, and now, his writings have become basically standard for the Catholic Church. I think, maybe, it’s coming to the point where Catholic theologians who are really involved in speculation, of grasping a little bit more of the truth…and that’s where I would say you have, like, that forefront of the Catholic Church which is, like, you can say that the Church has accumulated so much wisdom over the ages, and that’s great in that we have so much truth that has been worked out, but I would also say that there’s still so much more truth out there—

KEVIN: That sounds very “X Files.” The truth is out there.

LUKE: Yeah, that’s right. We can’t say, “OK, we’ve got it all now.” We can teach what we’ve learned, but then there’s, uh, theologians on the edge that are saying, “OK, we need to explore these issues further, and come up with more pieces of the truth,” or just sorting through things that haven’t really been defined yet, and finding things that are surprising, and [we] might not really see how these things cohere with the rest of the tradition, and then for the Vatican to basically censor them, and for them to say, “That’s part of what we go through. We get censored; it’s better than losing your position teaching.” Before, it was like “They can no longer teach at a Catholic university”; now, it’s like, “OK, they can teach, but we’ll just kinda give them a warning label.” That’s a little bit more agreeable; we can deal with that. So it seems like that’s gonna be part of the dialogue with the Church and its own theologians, is an occasional reprimand [or] warning. I think, in that sense, where it’s at now is not as bad. I mean, I guess at some point you could say, if someone was teaching heresy, they could potentially be burned at the stake.

KEVIN: [laughs] I’m sure they wouldn’t do that. Burned at the stake—we don’t resort to extreme solutions like that anymore, I don’t think. But they could be excommunicated, right? I mean, in theory? If someone were that heretical?

LUKE: It really takes a lot, now, to do that. And it’s more—I don’t know how much that happens when it comes to theology.

KEVIN: So more likely, censorship and reprimands would be reserved for those people.

LUKE: Yeah, and I guess that’s kind of—like the Church probably—and part of it is PR—that the Church doesn’t want to go around excommunicating people, because that, you know, makes the Church look like we’re still in the Inquisition. So basically, the Church can apply pressure, like this, and I think Matthew Fox is probably the closest example of this: he was Dominican, and his whole thing was basically creation-centered spirituality, which is really pretty vague and very pluralistic.

KEVIN: I don’t know anything about Matthew Fox.

LUKE: OK, yeah, you can check out some of his stuff: The Coming of the Cosmic Christ. And something about, like, “the Big Mystical Bear,” or something like that. I think that’s the title of one of his books. It’s probably not the exact title, but it has something to do with that. The Coming of the Cosmic Christ, that is one of his books. But really, on the spectrum of ecumenism, [he is] very ecumenical! Like with Starhawk, who is a Wiccan priestess—

KEVIN: Sounds familiar. That name sounds familiar.

LUKE: So he [Fox] was really tight with Starhawk, and I think they collaborated on founding this place down in California, the Center for Creation-centered Spirituality, or something like that. So yeah, the Church put pressure on him, “his writings are dangerous, possibly containing error,” you know, probably kept doing that [i.e., the Church kept pressuring him]…

KEVIN: But he’s not excommunicated.

LUKE: The thing is, now, he’s in the Anglican Church. I don’t know if the Church actually came out and said, “You’re out”—

KEVIN: —or he ushered himself out.

LUKE: Exactly. You know, it’s like, “If I gotta deal with all this, why don’t I do this?” [i.e., Fox’s rationale for leaving the Roman Church and moving over to the Anglican Church] And so, I think now that that’s what’s going to happen more commonly: he, because he published so much work, you know, became—like, there was even an article of an interview with him, in Rolling Stone Magazine, and so he became pretty well known like that. Other people might just say, “You know what? I don’t really believe everything that the Catholic Church teaches. I’m not a theologian, but I’m going to the Anglican Church,” or something like that. So you can potentially find that happening.

So the Church won’t necessarily excommunicate people as much as put pressure on them, and then maybe they decide to just quit. But it’s actually more in practices that people can get excommunicated. I think it’s a teaching of the Church that having an abortion is—there’s some kind of Latin word for it—like de facto, at that moment, excommunication. So there’re certain things like that. Another guy was a bishop, Lefebvre; he didn’t agree with all the changes of the Vatican Council, and thought that the Mass should continue to be in Latin, and started his own fringe group within the Catholic Church, and they warned him that he didn’t have authority to consecrate bishops, because he was, like, building up the Church, with bishops he was consecrating, that believed in the whole Latin Mass and everything like that. And when he consecrated bishops, that was like an automatic excommunication.

KEVIN: Wow.

LUKE: [chuckles] Yeah. So that kind of thing—

KEVIN: Holy Orders is one of the sacraments, right?

LUKE: Yeah.

KEVIN: So he was doing this without, really, the sanction of the Church.

LUKE: Yeah. Beyond Holy Orders, it’s like if you’re an ordained priest, being consecrated a bishop is not a sacrament in itself, but it’s an additional [conferral] of rank on a priest, that he [Lefevre] was doing. So yeah, that kind of thing, more than theology—because theology, you have to publish, and then typically you’re in a position, and the Church will really try to work with you before they just say you’re out. And I don’t think they really say “You’re out” that much anymore. Another guy was Charles Curran over at Catholic U.

KEVIN: Oh, OK.

LUKE: But that was in the late 1960s, with Humanae Vitae, the encyclical about birth control. He started to question how much authority the Church had to back up these positions [and] basically make their case. He started to say things about how much the laity and the Church itself could start to have freedom of questioning encyclicals. So that’s really what he started to do with that one, and he—again, I forget the exact procedure that happened—but I think it probably was, well, there’s the Congregation of the Doctrine of the Faith.

KEVIN: CDF.

LUKE: CDF, yeah.

KEVIN: Ratzinger.

LUKE: Yup, Ratzinger’s old group, and they’re the ones that really take care of that kind of business. They probably issued something [to the effect] that “Anyone who doesn’t agree with this can no longer teach at a Catholic university,” and he [Curran] was at Catholic University of America. Now, he teaches at Southern Methodist University in Texas, so…

KEVIN: Big change.

LUKE: Yeah, that’s it.

KEVIN: Wow. Well, I notice we’re starting to… it’s 11:25 at this point, and I don’t want to keep you too long if you’ve gotta prepare for noon, but I did wanna ask you some personal questions, if you don’t mind.

LUKE: Yeah, sure.

KEVIN: And again, you know, if something needs to be off the record, just tell me: “Off the record.” Well, first, I guess… becoming a monk is a big decision.

LUKE: Right.

KEVIN: It doesn’t matter what country you’re in. When you live in a modern world, and you see TV commercials that cater to all different appetites and lifestyles that seem to reflect selfish pursuits or comfortable pursuits, or things like that, it’s really, really tough, when that’s considered normal, to decide that you’re not gonna do any of that. I’ve heard different answers from different monks about why they do what they do. There was a Buddhist monk [who] runs a temple over in Germantown, Maryland. He said, “Buddhist monks can’t marry because we love the world so much [that] we wanna marry everybody! We wanna marry everything!” That’s how he put it. And he said, “So as a result, this is what we do, the only way we can do it.” I thought that was an interesting take, but in your particular case, what turned you to monasticism?

LUKE: Ultimately, I think the core of it had to do with community, a time in my life where, basically, throughout my twenties, I was raised Catholic, but started to definitely question things in high school, and went through most of my twenties kinda seeking other things, other ways of being religious, including non-religion. So really, in my mid-twenties, part of it—and this is part of my ecumenical experience—is that I met some Eastern Orthodox in Port Townsend, Washington, and was really at a crossroads of continuing down New Age spirituality, and then encountering, like, real, traditional Christianity. So ultimately, I just got back interested in just traditional Christianity, including my own Catholic roots, so I realized I wanted to dig in deeper to that.

So, [I] basically came back to the Catholic Church, and I heard about the Catholic schools that I went to growing up were run by other religious orders that were not Benedictines. I had Carmelites and Dominicans at different points. So I heard about—actually, the other thing was that the Eastern Orthodox people, they would talk a lot about their monasteries, because the Eastern Orthodox tend to have a real strong connection between parish and monastery, more so than the mainstream of the Catholic Church does. So they were talkin’ about their monastery down in California, and I should go visit it sometime. I never made it down there, but it really got me interested in monasticism, because I didn’t know that monasticism was still in existence. I heard about Saint Martin’s being, we’re, like, two hours south of Port Townsend, so I basically came here for college, because I was in the middle of taking some time off from college, so I came back here and finished my last two years, and I really came with the idea of checking out monastic life, and seeing what it was all about while being a student, which is a good chance to take two years of just being around and seeing what it was all about, and, you know, enough of an interest then, at that point, to say “I’ll give it a try.”

And I think that’s the thing that kinda takes a little bit of the mystique away from the whole idea of “When did you decide to become a monk?” and all of a sudden you think, “This is what I’m gonna do for the rest of my life,” but it’s more like, at some point, you know, (I) came to the gradual conclusion that, “Yeah, I’ll give it a try.” So then, you go through these different stages—postulancy, novitiate, junior monk—and at that time, you have basically five years of formation where you could say at any time, “This has been really interesting to try this out, but this isn’t what I wanna do for the rest of my life,” so in that sense, what you really decide to do is to say, “I’m gonna try it.” And so (I) tried it, and [it] just seemed to work out, and so I stuck with it, and then after five years of formation, you petition to take Solemn Vows, and so I took my Solemn Vows in 2006. So I came into the monastery—came to Saint Martin’s in ’99, came to the monastery in 2001, and took my Solemn Vows in 2006.

KEVIN: When you take Solemn Vows, is that the same as ordination of some kind, or—?

LUKE: It’s not ordination because it’s not a sacrament [the way] ordination is. I guess you could say…people compare it to marriage, that it’s basically…

KEVIN: So it’s a crucial boundary that you have to cross to show your commitment—

LUKE: Yeah, it’s vows, so it’s basically a promise on your part to live this life and a promise on the part of the community to facilitate you living this life, and accept you into this life. So that’s basically what it is, it’s basically a lifetime promise. I guess at the same time, like marriages, that doesn’t always reach its completion to the end of life, but that’s basically what you do: promise to do that.

KEVIN: At least make the promise.

LUKE: Yeah. That’s it. And then live it to the best of your ability.

KEVIN: That’s interesting. I don’t have time to talk about it now, but I know a lady in Korea who decided to go into Korean Buddhist monasticism. She’s an American, and she started off with somewhat shaky Korean, she’s been living [the] temple life for a few years now, and her Korean is fantastic. I’ve asked her: “Are you sure? Are you sure this is what you wanna do?” because in the Buddhist temples, they usually eat the same meal breakfast, lunch, and dinner; there’s very little variety. “Are you sure this is really what you wanna do, you’re not gonna be bored or anything like that?” She said, “No, this is it. This is where I am.”

LUKE: That’s it.

KEVIN: So, more power to you! Well, thank you very much. Was there—I’m not sure if we really answered this question—is there anything here that needs to be off the record?

LUKE: I don’t really think so.

KEVIN: Good. OK. That makes it easier for me to trans—God, I’ve got a lot to transcribe, don’t I?

LUKE: Yeah! [laughs]

KEVIN: I’ll need to spend another week in another abbey just to use their computers.

LUKE: [chuckles]

KEVIN: Great! Well, thank you very much, Brother! I really appreciate that.

LUKE: You’re welcome. We’ll be seeing how that turns out.

KEVIN: Continued good luck to you in your own personal pursuits, and to your community, who has been very hospitable to me. I really appreciate that.

LUKE: Yeah! Good!

KEVIN: All right, well, I’ll stop it here, then. Thank you.

LUKE: OK! Thank you!


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Monday, September 15, 2008

Dad sends me drugs

Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T

allez, debout!

Sometime during my "nap" from about 8:45 to 3:30PM, I developed a massive cramp in my left calf. That got my attention. I painfully slid myself along the floor and pressed my foot against the wall until the calf muscle had begun to stretch, and stayed in that position until everything had relaxed and the pain had subsided.

Then I went back to sleep.

Dad called twice-- once just before I went to sleep and once while I was sleeping. He updated me on the state of the home renovation project and told me about his upcoming car rental and flight arrangements. Unfortunately, he won't be able to drop the car in Boise: he'll have to drive it back to Walla Walla. Too bad: gas is expensive, and it's going to mean using most of a tank of gas for the return trip, then filling the tank back up just before dropping the car off. I guess, though, that this arrangement is still cheaper than driving out here from Virginia with his own minivan.

I'm up now; I need to do laundry for tomorrow's talk, and still have to finish the transcription. Am feeling fairly rested and focused again, unlike this morning when everything was turning into a blur. I did enjoy my breakfast at the Prentiss Dining Hall, though: all you can eat for seven bucks. That was my lone meal for the day; gotta cut back on food both for dietary reasons and because money is now tight. When you have a large, steady cashflow, as I had while working in Korea, you don't worry so much about the little purchases that nickel-and-dime you; but those nibbles can turn deadly after a while if you've got no income.

So I wrote my buddy Tom, who lives in Korea, about some possible proofreading work; he says he'll look out for me. It's the perfect work for a guy with a bum knee and a WiFi connection, after all: it's just a matter of finding a wall socket for the laptop's power cord and getting a decent signal for email. Here's hoping some work finds its way to me.

Right-- time to get a move on.


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breffus

I've got only another five or ten minutes' worth of dialogue to transcribe, but I can barely hold my head up, and I'm hungry. So-- it's almost 7AM, and that's when the nearby student dining hall opens up. I think I'll eat breakfast there, march back to Mechelle's house, put myself down for a few hours, then complete the transcript at her house. I have a tenuous Net connection from there, and transcription doesn't require any online activity, anyway, so I ought to be able to finish sometime today.


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call me crazy

This 'brary is open 24 hours, so I've decided to remain here and finish the Brother Luke transcription, if I can.

I feel kinda' bad for my host, Mechelle. We rarely see each other: she wakes up butt-early, around 5:30AM, and is out the door before I wake up at 6:45AM. By the time I get home from the library, after 10PM, she's already asleep. She's off work on Sunday and Monday; I didn't even see her on Sunday morning when I left for the campus, and now I'll be spending the night here at this study carrel, another day of not talking. Mechelle's a really nice person, very considerate, and her pets are adorable, so I'm feeling rather guilty.

But now is not the time for guilt: I've got to get this transcript finished.


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whew... halfway there

I spent my brother David's birthday typing and typing and typing some more, and I'm almost halfway through the Brother Luke dialogue-- about 38 or 39 minutes into it. I ought to have the transcript done by Monday evening; it'll be up and linked to on the blog's sidebar in time for my Tuesday talk at the campus Spirituali-Tea. If I don't finish it by tomorrow night, I'll certainly finish it by Tuesday morning, which still gives me plenty of time to prepare mentally for the Spirituali-Tea. Not that I'll need much prep: I'm looking forward to the chance to meet new folks, and since the session will be largely Q&A in format (I doubt I'll be asked to lecture), listeners won't have to remain listeners: they can actively participate in what I hope will be a fruitful and spirited discussion.

I also hope the talk will lead to more such talks among those who are truly interested in the topics with which this walk is concerned. And hey, if the students have advice on where to hike next and how to earn some extra dough in town, that'll be gravy.

Poor David. I'm sorry I didn't call you. Will call tomorrow.

UPDATE: For those who were following the shenanigans, SiteMeter's attempt at implementing its Version 2.0 was a massive failure. The SiteMeter geeks tried activating it this morning, ruining everyone's day, and the complaints were so loud, furious, and voluminous that they sheepishly changed back to the previous version, which had nothing wrong with it. The main complaint was that the new SiteMeter no longer allowed open stats; everyone had to sign in. Another complaint was that, once your old information was "transferred" to the new version of SiteMeter, you weren't able to log on through the new interface. I experienced the same problem. So when I saw the "we're putting the old version back" message, I had a good chuckle. The people have spoken!


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Sunday, September 14, 2008

a birthday poem for my brother David

LITTLE BRO TURNS 32
by Kevin

I see you sleeping peacefully
your need for rest is plain
I place my ass upon your head
and fart into your brain

and when we're eating with our folks
--cuisine that makes us drool--
I slam your face into your food
then cackle like a fool

for these and many other sins
I really ought to pay
but when I do my worst to you
you laugh my guilt away

you've also played your share of pranks
you know my favorite feat:
you call, pretend that you're Chinese:
"You oh-dah not complete!"

the way the universe is built
it follows logically
I cannot be a "big" brother
without you there with me

Happy Birthday, David!

Love,

Kevin


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sad news

The lady at the convenience store is married. I met her husband (also Korean) this morning when I walked over to Whitman campus. We talked about my trans-American walk. He said he thought he'd seen me in the news somewhere-- something about a walker who'd lost a lot of weight-- but I doubted that the piece was about me: I've appeared in only two news articles, both in local, county-wide papers (see sidebar: "The Walk in the News"). Fame eludes me. I think I'm going to have to kill and eat somebody before this walk is over if I really want news coverage. At that point, though, it'll be Kevin's Flight, not Kevin's Walk. Can a white Bronco be far behind?

If I do end up running from the police, who will be man enough to chase me down?

Only one person.

(Ha ha-- you thought I was going to link to Bear Grylls, didn't you!)


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already??

I didn't realize it was already Chuseok!

Well... Happy Chuseok!

For those not in the know, Chuseok is the Korean harvest festival and a huge national holiday. Lots of food gets eaten; relatives gather and renew their family ties; old and young sit side by side, their chatter bridging past and future.

Well, that's the romantic view, anyway, and something like the above vision still holds true in many families; I know because while I was an English instructor in Korea, it was routine for us to talk about holiday plans, and I saw firsthand that quite a high percentage of young people do sincerely look forward to hanging with family.

But Chuseok isn't all hunky-dory: families leaving Seoul often face 15-hour commutes along routes that would normally take 3-5 hours. During the holiday, the job of food prep for such a massive family gathering is given almost exclusively to the women (this is changing, as you might imagine, but only slowly). These days, many family members don't often hang with each other long into the evening during the holiday; like many Americans in the same age group, the teens and preteens are eager to break away from the old fogeys and go out on the town, perhaps to play video games in PC cafes or to do something a bit less innocent.

The older generation views this fragmentation with a not-unjustified rue: yet another treasured aspect of Korean life seems to be slipping away.

But Koreans are renowned for two paradoxical impulses: an almost childlike eagerness to embrace the new (especially in fashion, food, and technology), and a more ancient impulse to preserve or recover the past. It's amazing to think of all the aspects of ancient Korea that modern Korea has managed to preserve, whether it's tangible items like pottery or brasswork, or intangibles like the mask dance, or older forms of speech.

Chuseok might evolve, but it won't disappear; I trust that Koreans will find ways to preserve it.


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Saturday, September 13, 2008

failure

Refunding Adobe Photoshop Elements 6 is going to be a pain in the ass. The store where I bought it, Staples, says they can't accept the product back once the packaging's been opened. Why? Because according to them, there's no way to know whether I downloaded the product and then brought the CD back, falsely claiming the installation didn't work. The manager I spoke with said I'd need to visit the Adobe website and follow their return procedure. So I went there today, and this is what it says (please note the paragraph in red):

Return an Adobe product purchased from a retail store

To return an Adobe product or support contract that you purchased from a retail store, you must first try to return the product to the store. [I did this.]

If the retail store won't accept the return, Adobe will refund the purchase of the product under the following circumstances:

  • You contact Adobe to request the return within 30 days of the purchase

  • You purchased the product from a store in North America

  • The store refused to accept the return


  • Note: Adobe doesn't refund shipping charges for products purchased from a retail store.

    Return a product for a refund

    To return a product purchased from a retail store, please do the following steps:

    1. Contact Adobe Customer Service with the following information:

  • The order number

  • Your name

  • The product being returned

  • The serial number, if applicable

  • The reason for the return

  • The name and location of the retail store

  • The reason the store provided for refusing to accept the return

  • A copy of the store receipt showing proof of purchase


  • 2. The Customer Service representative will request that you do one of the following:

  • If the purchase price of the product before tax is less than US$800 don't return the product to Adobe. Instead, print and complete a Letter of Software Destruction, and return it to the address or fax number listed on the letter. (Be sure to tell Customer Service if you prefer to receive a copy of the letter by mail or e-mail.)


  • If the purchase price of the product before tax is greater than US$800, Customer Service will provide you with a Return Merchandise Authorization (RMA) number so that you may return the product to Adobe.


  • Note: You have 30 days from the date that Adobe issues the RMA to return the product to the Adobe warehouse. RMAs remaining in Adobe's system past the 30-day limit are cancelled.


    If you think I'm hallucinating all this, here's the page. It appears I have to download and complete a letter, send the letter back by snail-mail or email, receive the refund (when??), and in the meantime I have to remove the software from my computer's system (that happened right away; the thing simply never finished downloading), and destroy the CD myself. Adobe, meanwhile, will take it on faith that I've done all this.

    Companies deliberately make it difficult to get refunds-- I realize that. But Dad just told me that his copy of Photoshop Elements is version 4, which I'm sure will work on this computer. I may as well give him version 6 as a gift so he and my brother David (the family computer guru) can make the proper updates.

    Yeesh.


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    aha-- an ad for the upcoming Spirituali-Tea this Tuesday

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    found!

    I went over to a convenience store close to campus to buy some lunch, and lo and behold-- at the cash register was another Korean lady! (cue tympani) We spoke in Korean about what I was doing; there wasn't time to ask her about her story, alas: there were too many customers, including one ancient lady who had spilled out the entire contents of her coupon bag onto the counter to look for, well, something. As the old lady fumbled and muttered, the cashier beckoned me forward.

    The cashier was cute-- which makes me want to shop there again-- but I got something of an ajumma vibe from her. I suspect she's married, even though I didn't see a ring.* Alas. Look but don't touch. Story of my life. (Of course, having written this, I can never tell her about this blog.)

    But I'll be back. Oh, yes, Precious... I'll be returning to that store!

    So now I've met three of the five Koreans supposedly living in Walla Walla. I'm beginning to suspect there are more than five** in the area; Walla Walla's downtown might be small, but the residential zone sprawls lazily in all directions. Koreans in the DC-Metro area tend to live in the suburbs around the nation's capital; why should it be any different here? Still, I imagine there can't be that many Koreans here; the lady from the terikaki-jip was probably right about that. By the time I leave Walla Walla, I'll have gathered all the census data there is about the local Korean populace.






    *Koreans in Korea sometimes go without their wedding rings. It's usually the men who do this, but sometimes the women do, too; reasons may vary from innocent to oh-so-naughty. Korean culture doesn't place the same emphasis on wedding rings as Western culture generally does, which is only natural; the use of a wedding ring is, from the Korean perspective, a Western convention-- an imported idea.

    **You'll recall that we're not counting Korean college students; for all intents and purposes, they're part of the transient population.


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    lunch spot (Whitman College)



    Kinda looks like a spine gushing spinal fluid, doesn't it?

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    Pioneer Park's edge (Alder St.)

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    apostles

    Sometime during the night, I acquired my twelfth blog "follower." Scroll way down the sidebar and take a look.

    So, my Twelve: are you up for some itinerant preaching, healing, and exorcism? My next stop is Milton-Freewater; will you join me?

    But more important: which one among you will betray me?

    (Curtis: what you must do, go and do quickly.)


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    one thing that sucks

    It sucks to wake up and discover you've spent the night drooling onto your pillow. It sucks worse, though, when your pillow is a nonabsorbent, rolled-up foam pad full of ridges that hold the drool in place like tiny troughs.

    Troughs for minuscule, winged cow-demons to drink from in the dark.


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    Friday, September 12, 2008

    it is accomplished

    I've updated the blogroll with old friends and new; I've added categories like "The Walk in the News" and "Followers" (two more followers and I'll have my twelve disciples! ROCK AND ROLL!); I've uploaded all the YouTube vids I have, a process that took an eon; I've acknowledged two out of three September birthdays (my brother David's birthday is the 14th)...

    ... and it seems we're now ready to start a-transcribin' in earnest.

    You can expect more blog posts, of course; I won't be spending my time only on transcription. But the current diarrhetic output will slow to a warm trickle. Let's hope that, within a week, I'll have a whole mess of transcripts up here for you.

    Oh, yes--in the next few minutes I'll add a link to the "Interactions" category: the partially transcripted conversation with Mr. Satpal Sidhu of the Guru Nanak Gursikh Gurdwara in Lynden, Washington.

    And away we go.


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    the blogroll lengthens

    I've added a long list of "old haunts" from a previous life to the sidebar using a new "blog list" function, another gadget offered by Blogger. The blogs at the top of the list are the ones most recently updated. Infrequently updated blogs will generally fall lower on the list. Where a blog appears on the list has, of course, no relation to its quality. In fact, when it comes to blogging, quantity and quality are usually inversely proportional to each other. Logorrhea doesn't always translate into Shakespearean eloquence.

    The list consists of Koreablogs, Japanblogs, Chinablogs, and other blogs reflecting all manner of interests and persuasions (religious, political, etc.). Go give them all a visit and get to know some fascinating people.

    NB: Some blogs on the list aren't equipped with feeds, which means you'll never know they've been updated. Because the blogroll is organized according to the "most recently updated" criterion, it's possible they'll fall to the bottom. Be sure to check those blogs periodically; their position at the bottom of the list doesn't mean they haven't been updated.

    One more list on the way-- blogs of people I've met on this Walk. After that, I can start to focus on transcription.


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    in the news

    I've created a "The Walk in the News" category for the sidebar, and have added the links to the Daily Chronicle article by my friend Steve Honeywell, and the Hood River News article by Sue Ryan. If you haven't read those articles, go to it! Also, if you feel like a-donatin', please do. Money's tight.


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    "How to Check the Back of Your Head" or "You'd Better Hope You Never Encounter THIS Fleshy Thing in a Dark Alley"

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    shorn

    As you saw in the previous photo, I've taken the plunge and have gotten my first haircut since Vancouver, WA, way back when. My thanks to Rachel (pictured earlier), who did a sterling job, and from whom I learned two things:

    1. The unsightly line that demarcates the boundary between what the electric razor has done and what the scissors have done is called, in salon parlance, a shelf. Rachel did a great job of minimizing this.

    2. An interreligious insight, and something I really haven't focused on: people of a given religious tradition often say things without thinking about how it might affect people of other traditions. This heedlessness, perhaps a function of incestuous amplification, is worth a post or two.

    Anyway, my scalp is happy to be less shaggy. I'm on my way to Whitman College. More in a bit.


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    back to being a shorthair breed

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    clockwise from top left: Rachel, Terra, and Vicki of Attitudez Salon

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    housekeeping notes

    I have a few more cosmetic changes to take care of before I gird my loins and begin the formidable task of transcription. Two projects involve additions to the sidebar: (1) blogs I used to read in Korea, and (2) blogs of folks I've met along the way during this Walk. After I make those additions, I'll move on to transcription. Remember: 30 minutes of dialogue is roughly 7 hours of work! I had this formula pegged after spending a semester in Seoul transcribing sitcom episodes for a Content-based Instruction class.

    What lies ahead:

    1. Conversation with Brother Luke at St. Martin's University, Lacey, Washington: 1 hr, 15 min.

    2. Conversation with the group at Metanoia Peace House, Portland, Oregon: 1 hr, 34 min.

    3. Conversation with Bernice Harbaugh, who runs the Cascade Motel at Cascade Locks, Oregon: 31 minutes.

    4. Conversation with Sue Ryan, who at the time wrote for the Hood River News (I think she'd said she was moving on) and wrote an article about me. Elements of this conversation went into her article. 56 minutes.

    5. Conversation with polymathic author Jay Ellis Ransom in The Dalles, Oregon: 1 hr, 26 min. (It was actually a lot longer than that, and it ranged all over, so I might strip this down to whatever material is relevant to religion.)

    6. Conversation with Pastor Bigger at Walla Walla University: 29 minutes.

    As you can see, that's a lot of work ahead of me-- roughly 6.25 hours' worth of material. That means, if we multiply by seven, that I've got about 43.75 hours of transcription ahead of me. If I put in 8-hour days, I can be done in about 5.5 days; we'll round that up to six. Whew. As always, keep your fingers and tentacles crossed.


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    barfday

    September 10 was my goddaughter's birthday; September 12 is my buddy Steve doCarmo's birthday. He's my age (born in 1969), so raise your glasses in solemn acknowledgement of the relentless march of time. Steve's got a book coming out sometime in the next year-- a somewhat revised version of his doctoral thesis, if I'm not mistaken. Congrats, man, and Happy Birthday.

    39. That's three 13s together. If you can survive this year, Steve, you can survive anything.

    (By the way, Dear Reader, Steve wrote a novel but chose to publish it online, so you get to read it for free. Enjoy... The Shaker.)

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    finally!

    The last video-- the one with some substance-- has been uploaded and linked to on the sidebar.

    Enjoy Religions Are As They Are Practiced.

    NB: I generally disable comments and ratings on YouTube videos, partly to keep the idiots away, and partly to direct traffic here. Apologies to friendly commenters who want to leave messages right on YouTube.

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    Thursday, September 11, 2008

    I take it back

    I completely forgot that I'd already linked to the Amazon Wish List. Check the links under my sidebar image. While you do that, I'll pluck the extraneous link and whistle nonchalantly as I walk off, pretending I hadn't made such a mistake.


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    my meeting with Pastor Bigger

    I woke up this morning around 6 or 6:30AM, which left me alone in Mechelle's house with her two animals, Pava the dog and Zinnia the cat, both female. Both animals are very friendly, and while Mechelle's a bit concerned about how Pava (apparently, this is Spanish for "turkey") might react should I come home while no one else is around, I feel quite comfortable with both pets, and they haven't bothered me at all.

    Ever since I reached Walla Walla, I've been dealing with major hay fever issues. As I get older, the list of things to which I'm allergic gets longer. Today was no exception; I woke with a stuffy, runny nose, but decided to tough it out and forgo the Claritin. The animals hung back in another part of the house while I shuffled about and prepped for my normal morning ritual.

    My goal was to leave by 8AM to give myself time to figure out the bus system and get to Walla Walla University in time for the 11AM appointment with Pastor Bigger. I walked out to Alder Street and stood at the bus stop just in front of an elementary school (my new digs are located close to the intersection of Alder and Sinclair; for privacy's sake, I won't say more). The bus came around 8:30 and sped me into town. A very helpful lady directed me to the next bus stop, which was on Main Street, close to the Subway sandwich shop where Chuck, Lori, and I ate this past Sunday. That bus arrived a little late, around 9:10AM. With help from the bus driver, I was able to get off at the first campus stop at 9:40 and walk the rest of the way to the Admin Building, where Pastor Bigger, a member of the Theology Department, keeps his office. Because I was so early, I hung outside and finished up that 9/11 entry before actually entering the building.

    The Admin Building looks brand new, and when the elevator doors opened onto the third floor, I was wowed by... well, not the opulence of the place, for it wasn't opulent, but by how well-appointed it was. Think: carpets, good wood, and cushy leather furniture, not scuffed walls and beat-up chairs made of plastic and metal. I had the chance to meet a few of the staffers, including the Theo Department's administrative assistant, before Pastor Bigger himself arrived; like me, he was early.*

    Pastor Bigger, who is, among other things, a retired Rear Admiral in the US Navy, briskly shook my hand and told me he would meet me at 11; I could tell he was a busy man. As it turned out, this day was particularly busy because he was involved in a few 9/11-related memorial events.

    We met again at 11 and went to the pastor's office. I broke out the recorder and received quite an education about the Seventh Day Adventist Church's history, polity, and theology. It wasn't until near the end of our half-hour talk that Pastor Bigger began to speak about his own beliefs as relates to the question of religious diversity. I asked him the "metaphor" question from my "Ten Religious Questions" list (see here, or click the link on the sidebar); his answer was quite interesting. You'll have to wait to see it.

    Pastor Bigger had invited me to a Rotary International meeting, so we went to his car and drove into town; the meeting was being held in a very large hotel ballroom/convention space. The pastor paid for my meal and signed me in as a guest; I donated a dollar to the Rotarians. The meal was buffet-style, and everyone I met was friendly and welcoming. I got my meal and sat down at one of the round tables beside my host; he introduced me to some of the folks at table with us.

    Having never been to a Rotary International meeting before, I was curious as to how it would proceed. After people had had some time to eat, there was an opening prayer, a recital of the Pledge of Allegiance, a brief speech or two, and then a presentation. If I'm not mistaken, today's speaker hailed from Canada, and she spoke about a project called Rotaplast, a two-week event in which medical experts volunteer pro bono services to help children and adults with cleft lips and palates. The speaker spoke mainly about a recent Rotaplast event in Peru (see here), and she encouraged people to provide funding or to volunteer their time and effort for one of the next projects, which will take place in Nepal (see the mission calendar here).

    Visiting Rotarians and guests of Rotarians were introduced, so Pastor Bigger stood up when it was his turn and told the crowd a little about who I was and what I was doing. The agenda moved to something called "Happy Bucks," which I didn't quite understand at first but which turned out to be a sort of fundraising moment in which people would stand, take a microphone, describe a reason to be happy (daughter made the soccer team, etc.), and attach a small dollar amount to it, actually giving cash to a person assigned to collect the Happy Bucks. Most memorable comment: "I've got seven Happy Bucks for the seven years we haven't been attacked since 2001."

    While I failed to network and grab part-time employment opportunities, I might have another person to talk religion with while in Walla Walla: Mike T., a local businessman and strong advocate of the Seventh Day Adventist way of life. I should also note that, while I was rolling along Alder Street this morning, I saw my first synagogue, a place called Beth Israel. I'll have to talk with those folks before I leave the city.

    The Rotarian meeting ended with some closing remarks, and Pastor Bigger very kindly drove me to Whitman College's library, which is where I've been all day. I'm about to go out and hunt down some dinner; I'm quite happy with how productive today was, and thankful that the Rear Admiral took time out of his busy schedule to meet and talk shop with me.





    *I'm rarely early to anything, being most punctual when there's a high fear factor-- first day of the semester, first time meeting someone of importance, being the church liturgist, etc.


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    new additions to the YouTube family

    Check out the sidebar for five new videos: three in French, one in Korean, one in English. The Korean's pretty horrible; the French came out OK except for one major prepositional error (travailler bon marché is how it's generally said, not travailler POUR bon marché), and the English was, astonishingly enough, picture perfect.

    I still haven't uploaded the biggest video of them all, though God knows I've tried. I might have to upload it from Mechelle's house, assuming I get a stable WiFi connection there. That, or I might just download Picasa 3 (recommended by a commenter) and use the software to reduce the file size of the video, then try again tomorrow from the 'brary.

    The problem at this library is that I have to re-sign in every 30 minutes, which is OK for most of what I do, but a real pain for uploading large YouTube files, which upload about as quickly as molasses in January thanks to the narrow pipeline of the WiFi connection. An interruption in the data flow translates to a "server error" message and a stoppage of the upload.

    Anyway, that's not your concern. If I have to, I'll even stoop so low as to visit a Starbuck's (also listed as a WiFi hot spot in Walla Walla) in order to complete this upload. It'll happen. Meanwhile, enjoy the new YouTube clips. That pretty much catches me up on videos.

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    l'arrivée du pape... mais personne ne le connaît

    I surfed over to L'Express just a few minutes ago and found this cute "interview on the street" clip in which average Janes and Joes were asked about Pope Benedict XVI, who was scheduled to arrive in France the following day.

    Paragraph above the video clip:

    A la veille de l’arrivée du pape Benoît XVI en France, LEXPRESS.fr est allé à la rencontre des parisiens pour tester leurs connaissances et savoir ce qu’ils pensent du leader spirituel… Petit rappel : Joseph Alois Ratzinger est né le 16 avril 1927 en Allemagne. Il est le 265e pape élu de l’Eglise catholique romaine. Le 19 avril 2005, il a choisi le nom de Benoît XVI pour succéder à Jean-Paul II.

    On the eve of the arrival of Pope Benedict XVI in France, L'Express sought out Parisians to test their knowledge and discover what they think of the spiritual leader. Quick reminder: Joseph Alois Ratzinger was born on April 16, 1927 in Germany. He is the 265th pope elected by the Roman Catholic Church. On April 19, 2005, he chose the name of Benedict XVI to succeed John Paul II.

    Video transcript:

    Caption: September 11, 2008, Paris; arrival of Pope Benedict XVI: one day before arrival.


    Question Card: Do you know who is arriving tomorrow?

    Woman 1: Yes! The Dalai Lama!

    Woman 2: Uh, I think it's the Pope.

    Man 1: No Pope today-- tomorrow!

    Sullen Teen Dude: Yeah, I read he wanted to come, and that's why he was already there.

    [Kevin's note: The Sullen Teen's utterance sounded like nonsense to me. What I think I heard was: "Ouais, j'ai lu ça, qu'il voulait venir, et c'est pour ça qu'il était déjà là." I could have misheard that. Anyone got a better ear?]


    Question Card: What's his name?

    Two Old Guys: [silence]

    Woman 1: Benedict?

    Woman 3: Yes, uh, Pope Benedict XVI.

    Woman 4: It ends in "-ger," but I don't really care.

    Sullen Teen Dude: Uh, Ratzinger?


    Question Card: Do you know his nationality?

    Woman 5: Uh, Austrian?

    Happy Teen Guy: I don't remember... Eastern Europe, right?

    Man 2: Uh, I know that he's Polish.

    Woman 2: Uh, I think German.

    Woman 4: Uh, German.

    Sullen Teen Dude: German.


    Question Card: One adjective to describe the Pope...

    Sullen Teen Dude: With one adjective? Rigorous.

    Woman 4: Austere.

    Woman 1: Dignified, severe.

    Woman 5: He's ugly!

    Happy Teen Guy: He's old.

    Man 3: No, I don't have one. I'm not in a position to say.

    Man 1: He's a holy man.


    Question Card: Is the Pope charismatic?

    Woman 1: No, not so much.

    Sullen Teen Dude: Not at all.

    Woman 5: No, not really, but, uh...

    Man 1: Yeah, I think so. To be the pope, you have to be, I think.

    Woman 2: Of course! Because he was called, he got the call, so he has his charisma, yes.

    Man 3: I can tell you that... in his own way. But it's not like with John Paul II.


    Question Card: What does the Pope represent for you?

    Happy Teen Guy: Dunno, religion, uh, uh...

    Woman 2: The Pope represents many things that are moral, ethical...

    Woman 4: For me, nothing at all.

    Sullen Teen Dude: Many bad things.

    Man 3: For me, he represents a lot because I'm Catholic. Because he's my leader, like in all religions-- I don't know which religion you are-- in all religions there's a leader, so my leader, for me, is...

    [END]


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    day of remembrance

    While I'm waiting for my bus to Walla Walla University (navigation proved to be pretty easy, Becky-- thanks), I thought I'd write a bit about September 11. Some folks say they don't want to "dwell" on that date, and I can understand that. I'd rather not dwell on it, either, but like it or not, it now stands alongside December 7 as "a day that will live in infamy."

    On that day in 2001, I was in DC, a grad student in the Master's program of the School of Religious Studies at the Catholic University of America. I had stepped out of a morning Messianism and Redemption class and entered the nearby Mullen Library when I heard some of the front desk staffers saying something about the Twin Towers collapsing.

    It wasn't long after that that DC was plunged into chaos: the Pentagon, almost literally down the street from National Airport where my father worked, had been hit, and the buzz was that the White House and/or the Capitol were likely targets as well. My mother worked at an office within sight of the Capitol; with both my parents so close to harm's way, I called them and found out they were fine.

    Mom noted, though, that getting out of DC was going to be a problem. We found out later, with the rest of the country, that DC's disaster plans-- the ones for evacuating the city in a crisis-- hadn't been updated since the 1970s. The few bridges that connected DC to Virginia across the Potomac River instantly became choke points that day. The whole city was in gridlock, especially southbound traffic. How much worse this all could have been had terrorists decided to destroy the bridges!

    I was lucky: no friends or relatives were directly involved in any of the tragedies that unfolded on that beautiful morning. But even those of us not directly touched by the events of that day remember it as a day of suffering, anguish, and great, smoldering anger.

    The issues that came to dominate the American consciousness after 2001 spanned all categories-- political, religious, cultural, philosophical, artistic, and scientific. Should we consider ourselves at war? Was this a return of the old "Islamdom versus Christendom" paradigm? Is it morally consistent for us to insist on a blind respect for all cultures when it's clear that certain other cultures have no interest in showing the same respect to ours? Is it possible to prosecute a "just war"? When does art cross the line into something politically inflammatory, or culturally insensitive, or religiously bigoted? What technologies need to be developed to respond to situations that are either similar to or corollaries of the events of 9/11?

    Seven years on, we have a multitude of such questions, and an even greater number of often conflicting answers. To be honest, I wouldn't want it any other way: diversity is one of our culture's greatest strengths; there's nothing to stop us from working multiple angles.

    What Americans need to remember, however, is that we are, at least in theory, united by certain core values. Rediscovering that unity, fleshing out its nature so that those values remain meaningful for the twenty-first century, is essential for our culture's survival. As things stand, there's a real chance that we may undo ourselves from within. Diversity undergirded by unity is not the same as brokenness and Balkanization, and I think we're currently skewing toward the latter.

    Some people reject the above way of thinking as too primitive, too "bunker" style, too focused on boundaries and separation. While I'd agree that most of our social, political, cultural, and even physical boundaries are in constant flux, we can't pretend that we live in a world without boundaries.* It's all well and good to say, as many do, that we need to destroy the boundaries that hold us back from each other, but such people, usually well-fed and somewhat isolated from reality, have never visited a homeless shelter or talked to the folks in it. Those folks can tell you what life without boundaries is like-- no privacy, your possessions always at risk of being stolen, no walls to spare you from the screams, the fights, and the filth. In such a world, it's hard to find peace. Peace isn't necessarily what results from dropping all boundaries.

    I apologize if the above comes off as too abstract, but one of the great mistakes we make as a nation of 300 million very different people is to believe that a handful of simple formulae, developed by people at the top and allowed to trickle down to the rest of us, will solve current problems. It's not for me to write this nation's prescription, nor is it the exclusive job of any single person. In this age, we are, all of us, called to be the healers. Together.

    In memory of the nearly 3,000 people who lost their lives seven years ago, and of those who felt their loss most keenly.





    *People often make the same mistake when approaching the process metaphysics of Buddhism: they focus on flux at the expense of continuity. Things do change, but change is often gradual.

    Imagine living in a body that morphed into different animal shapes every five seconds. How could you eat your dinner if your hand became a claw, then a tentacle, then a paw? Change and continuity go together; you can't talk about one without implying the other.

    And just as it's rational for you to eat and exercise to maintain your body, it's rational for a given nation or culture to think about its own maintenance and self-preservation.


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    Walla Walla's totem: the sweet onion in effigy (you can find these all around downtown)

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    before the day ends...

    It's already after midnight on the east coast (and remember: this blog's date/time stamps are all set to Eastern time), but it's only 9:20PM as I write this:

    HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY GODDAUGHTER!

    I sent a card to you, honey, but I don't know whether it's gotten there yet. I hope you have a great party (I'm assuming it'll be on the weekend, right?) and get tons of presents.

    Love,


    Kevin


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    Wednesday, September 10, 2008

    tomorrow's meet-up

    Tomorrow (Thursday), I'll be meeting up with Pastor Darold Bigger of Walla Walla University. His writeup is here.

    As I still haven't mastered the public transportation system in Walla Walla, I'll be leaving early tomorrow morning and arriving-- I hope-- way ahead of schedule, not only to give myself time to find Pastor Bigger's office, but also to give my knee's screams a chance to subside, on the assumption that I'll still end up doing a good bit of walking. WWU lies outside of Walla Walla proper; you'll recall that I passed the entrance road on my way into town on August 31st.

    One thing I hope to take away from tomorrow's encounter, which includes a visit to a Rotary International meeting (read about the Rotarians here), is a better understanding of the Seventh Day Adventist Church and where they stand on interreligious issues. I predict that SDAers probably aren't monolithic in their approach to other religions or to the question of religious diversity in general. I'll be curious to discover more.


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    selfishness upon selfishness

    I've put my Amazon.com wish list on the sidebar. Feel free to browse it and see whether your tastes match mine. In all seriousness, you probably shouldn't buy anything on there for me: when you're walking across the country, it's not a good idea to be too weighed down with stuff.

    Can't remember whether I included that sensual massage manual...


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    housekeeping update

    Check out the blog's sidebar: I've created direct links to the YouTube videos I had added the other day, so you can now zap over to each video without having to visit my YouTube channel's main page. If you prefer a bird's-eye view of my videos, you can always hit my YouTube main page by clicking the "On YouTube" link under my unshaven image on the sidebar.

    I also used the "help" function to try to figure out what to do about my screen resolution, and that's how I learned about the "advanced" setup. Unfortunately, even after I did a "show all modes" command and saw what screen settings are possible, I discovered that I would have to choose between having (1) low resolution with thousands of colors or (2) high resolution with only 256 colors. This is nuts. I know that 2002-era computers already had a "millions of colors" option available to them-- my ancient Mac (1999-era) has such a setting! I'm beginning to wonder whether I need to buy the appropriate system software for this thing, just so I can have the best of both worlds: high resolution and millions of colors (unless the monitor itself can't run all those colors).

    I've still got about 90 minutes before I leave here; I'll spend the rest of my time loading vids, photos, and audio onto the laptop's hard drive. Adios.


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    back on (for now)

    I got kicked off by the wireless network here at the library, but was able to sign right back on. I have no idea whether that's normal, but here I am.

    A few days back, I received an email from a gentleman named Jack, who apparently found my blog via the Marmot's Hole. Jack and I had an amicable email exchange, and at one point I mentioned that I've blogged about some pretty personal stuff-- namely, pooping in the open. I just went looking for that post via Google, and found it.

    This is for you, Jack. The rest of you might want to avoid that link. The post starts off normally enough, but things go downhill fast. Enjoy.


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    wirelessly waiting for Godot

    So here I am in Whitman College's Penrose Library, blogging away using WiFi! Unfortunately, I had to log in as a guest, and that means my access is limited to thirty minutes.

    So far, the laptop has proved to be functional, though it does have some kinks that need to be worked out. One problem is that I can't adjust my screen resolution, so everything from icons to text appears huge on my screen, necessitating a lot of annoying scroll bar usage. Does anyone know why no other screen resolutions are available to me? Inquiring minds want to know.

    So everything works except for Photoshop Elements, which is simply too much for his six-year-old system. I might not have time today, but perhaps tomorrow, after I've had my meeting with Pastor Bigger at Walla Walla U, I'll go and return Photoshop for a refund, and ask the folks to send their older copy of Elements to me. That, or I can try to find a cheap copy of, say, Elements 2 (the version I've used for years) on Amazon.

    I'm going to load a bunch of audio, video, and photo files onto the laptop. Once I've got a proper Photoshop, I'll be able to blog more naturally. The laptop is something of a long-term investment: I'm guaranteed a chase car all the way into Boise, then I'll be wintering in Boise. That takes me from now until sometime next March-- at least six months. Plenty of time to earn money, and maybe to buy a better, faster, smaller laptop. This clunker is heavy. But at least it's working.

    Gotta run. I don't know how much longer I have on here before the library system kicks me off.


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    quick update on the laptop front

    I'm checking out of the hotel today and moving over to Mechelle's abode this afternoon. Meantime, I'll be walking over to the library with my gear and waiting for her there; she'll pick me up around 4PM.

    I purchased the laptop for $200 plus tax-- a total of $216. The price wasn't $275 as I'd been told; it was $229 plus tax, so haggling down to $200 didn't take much effort.

    The computer didn't come with much, not even a charger, so I walked over to a Radio Shack and bought a few extras-- a carrying case, a WiFi attachment, a mouse, and a network cord; I then moved to the Staples next door and bought some software: a scaled-down version of MS Office and Photoshop Elements 6.

    The guy who helped me at Radio Shack printed out a writeup about my laptop, which is a 2002 Dell Inspiron with freshly installed Windows XP.

    "How much did you pay for this?" the guy asked when I told him about the pawnshop.

    "$200 plus tax," I said.

    He frowned: "You should've gone for $150. You know that that pawnshop guy didn't pay more than $50 for this." Ouch.

    I walked away from Radio Shack and Staples, armed with my computer and new supplies, but a few hundred dollars poorer. Had dinner at a local Chinese restaurant (again, kinda disappointing) and went back to the motel to do as much setup as I could.

    The good news: despite the USB1 ports on the computer, the USB2 attachments (mouse, WiFi) seem to work just fine. Also, I successfully installed MS Office, which must mean that the CD-ROM is in good order.

    The bad news: Photoshop Elements 6 has system requirements that proved to be too much for the Dell. I'm going to have to take the program back and find an older version. (My family might have one, actually; I could ask them to expedite it to me.)

    So I'm packing and moving over to Whitman's campus to wait for Mechelle. The Whitman College Penrose Library is listed as a WiFi hotspot, information I'll shortly be putting to the test. It's also got power sockets, which is important since the laptop's battery is ancient and needs to be replaced.

    Gotta run. More news as it happens.


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    Tuesday, September 9, 2008

    wish me luck

    Today, a different member of the housekeeping staff knocked on my door. Instead of the usual nice lady, it was an equally nice guy named Josh. I told him a bit about my ongoing trans-American story ("So you're the guy!"), then mentioned that I was thinking about getting a cheap laptop, and asked where I might shop for one in town.

    "There's one on sale right now at the local pawn shop for about $275," Josh said. "I'm off work around 2:30 or so; I could give you a ride there."

    Incredible. Simple as that.

    I'm about to call the pawn shop to find out more (sometimes you should look a gift horse in the mouth), but if the laptop does all the basic stuff I want it to do, I'm grabbing it today. The result for you, Dear Reader, will be transcripts galore, as well as new photos and CafePress products.


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    North Korea on the brink?

    I've been following the spate of rumors-- some of them apparently old-- that North Korea's Dear Leader Kim Jong Il may be either very sick... or already dead for several years. Proponents of the second rumor claim that KJI's doubles have been filling in for him ever since he died years ago, which brings up the question of who's doing the actual ruling.

    It's an interesting theory, but you'll pardon me if I remain cautiously skeptical. My own feeling is that, if a true power vacuum did indeed open at the highest level, we'd be hearing more noise and seeing more activity from North Korea's generals-- the guys most likely to step in if the government unexpectedly imploded.

    While KJI may have a son or two already groomed for succession, I suspect that those sons may be too young to have much pull in an increasingly frail and teetering political infrastructure.

    Most North Korea experts feel that, with the regime as tightly controlled as it's been since 1953, any significant tear in the governmental fabric would result in a catastrophic failure. It's a nightmare scenario for South Korea, which doesn't really want to deal with the chaos that might result from a North Korean collapse-- the grim possibility of war, the southward flood of NK refugees, the long-term attempt at economic stabilization of the peninsula, the likely involvement of China (which might use the collapse as cover for a land grab, sending in troops to help "stabilize" the region), etc. South Korea carried on a policy of appeasement under its previous three presidents; I have no idea whether the country is truly ready to face a major crisis to its north.

    Of course, North Korea has pulled a rabbit out of its hat many times before; rumors of its impending doom are often greatly exaggerated. I guess we'll just have to sit back and wait.


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    lost in digital hell

    Last night, I had written a post that recounted Monday's adventures-- (1) talking with Adam Kirtley, Coordinator of Religious and Spiritual Life at Whitman College, about doing a talk at the first of Adam's "SpiritualiTea" events for this semester; (2) meeting with my new CouchSurfing host Mechelle, who drove me to her place to show me my digs; (3) meeting Some Random Dude on Whitman's campus grounds and asking him about the pull-along bike stroller he was using (cost = approx. $500); (4) finalizing arrangements with Pastor Bigger, the Walla Walla U. pastor I'll be meeting on Thursday...

    ...but the post was eaten by the ravenous hellhounds of cyberspace, and that's why you're getting the stripped-down version of it this morning.


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    Monday, September 8, 2008

    ch-ch-changes

    I'm at the public library. Over the course of the next 90 minutes, you'll likely notice some changes to the blog's sidebar. The "followers" gadget will be moved down, for example, and some links for new YouTube videos ought to appear. This latter operation might not be successful; the library's security software makes everything I need to do rather difficult. I'm not even able to right-click here.

    Stand by.

    UPDATE: I'm about to run out of time. I have all but five of the new videos up; most of the videos are short fluff pieces; one is of substance (it's about one of my cherished convictions: religions are as they are practiced), and that one ought to be available on YouTube before I leave here. I won't be able to put up links to the uploaded videos until next time. Meantime, the sidebar has a link to my YouTube "channel," so you can access all the videos, new and old, that way.

    UPDATE 2: The big video might not be uploadable because of a 100MB upload limit on YouTube. Nuts.

    UPDATE 3: The proprietary software at Whitman College's Penrose Library won't allow upload of any sort, so I'm gonna limp on back to my motel room. Later today, I'll be meeting my new CouchSurfing host, Mechelle [sic]. On Wednesday, I'll be moving over to Mechelle's place until the end of the month; on Thursday, I'll be meeting up with a pastor from Walla Walla University with whom Becky put me in contact. Wish me luck.


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    Sunday, September 7, 2008

    bikers and subs

    Chuck and Lori roared into Walla Walla today; I met them at the motel lobby and we wandered from place to place, looking for an open restaurant. Both Sweet Basil Pizzeria and the teriyaki-jip were closed, so we ended up at that old faithful, Subway, on Main Street. One of the sandwich-makers lit up when he saw Chuck and Lori in their biker gear; he'd just seen some sort of History Channel documentary about bikers, and was delighted to have two them in his shop.

    After we'd massacred our sandwiches, we adjourned to my hotel room, hung out, and talked a bit. Chuck and Lori were planning to visit some friends in town, so after an all-too-brief time, we said our goodbyes and they roared off.

    I'm watching "Live Free or Die Hard" right now; I'd hoped to hit the public library today, but it's closed. Tomorrow, perhaps.


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    lunchtime visitation

    If I'm not mistaken, Chuck will be Harleying his way over here today (with Lori?) in time for lunch. We're two large, hungry guys, Chuck and I, and if Walla Walla isn't a smoking wasteland by the time we finish demolishing our meals, it'll be a miracle. Don't be surprised if you see the results of our lunch on the news-- half-eaten buildings and pets, chunks of asphalt littering manicured lawns... and every motorcycle polished and tuned to perfection.


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